In the opulent private room of Jianye International Hotel, a group of well-dressed men clinked glasses and drank to their heart's content.,After every social gathering, besides the fullness of alcohol in my stomach, my heart always feels inexplicably heavy, even with a kind of bewildering emptiness.,"Damn Chen Hansheng, with Iraq the way it is now and the US about to attack Saddam, aren't you wishing I'd die sooner"。